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现在是凌晨三点钟…我睡不着…独自一人躺在床上…听着九八八…突然间，一首熟悉的歌曲播了出来，那就是《手放开》…而我这时的心情也被这首歌的出现给影响了…
无可否认，我脑袋里还闪烁着“她”的影片…突然想起她…想着想着…我就问自己，究竟当初的决定是对吗？自从上次和她“摊牌”以后，一直到现在彼此再也没联系。好想知道她的状况，但每当想起她的“改变”，我的心就会隐隐作痛…前阵子，我从她的部落格中得知她最近在学业上不大如意…面对许多的压力…唉…
究竟何为叫做手放开？是不是真的可以放开一切？还是只是表面上已放开一切，但内心里却刚好相反？©-©

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Well...i feel very happy yesterday~Thanks to all my best buddies who attend....Thanks lots...Really appreciate!!!Thanks!!








Finally.....is time to show out those present that i get...














Hahahaha~just celebrate my 21st birthday yesterday(10/5)...Dun really know how to write bout the party...so lets begin to the pics ba...

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Well... i'm back!!haha...what?what you waiting for??huh?my 2nd worries thing? Oh...itu macam...i also forget what thing edi...so no need mention it ba...erm...today was thursday..it was a 'safe' thursday for me(lol!everyday also safe one)...but if compare with last thursday...today really safe...why i said so?haha...want to know right?ok..lets begin the 'story'..Last thursday morning when my mom fetch me and my sis go out that time...during we reach the junction...the traffic light turned to green....then my mom also follow turn to right way la...but on that time we realize that got one stupid car are damm fast and come to our way but that time the traffic light for the stupid car's way already turn to red...so my mom try to'elak' the car so that it wont hit on us...but unfortuanally...the car was too fast and then 'bang!!' our car's back side get hit....luckily is back side get hit...if the car hit on the door...i think me or my sis might be at '5 star's white hotel' lol...haha....
Recently quite emo...dunoo is cause of the weather or something else...always cant focus one something plus easy get angry..ofcause not cause by 'P' ok..Since i'm a male...LoLx...but said true...nowadays,the weather are hot...even myself also over heat...haha...swt...
Well,now already May...many unhappy's are being out of focus especially 'her'...although now we never talk to each other and meet...but sometimes the brain will suddenly appear those things that relate with her...said true...sometimes when nothing to(easy to say is lonely) that time,will think bout her..missing the feel while hugging her...haiz...i keep on ask myself,how come this matter will happen till like this? If last time we never couple back,i think now we still can be like best fren...but no choice,coz this thing really happened plus i really cant accept..so i decide to leave her...i wont bother her or what..just hope she safe always...that's enough for me...How can i totally forget bout this?when?how?No ones know...coz this is depend on myself right?hahaha...anything la...
Btw,still got three days from now i will get my golden key o...(suppose is a month but i follow the lunar calender)...haha...sudah cukup umur then manyak perkara boleh buat lol...(ofcause not those illegal things or crime la)...i'm 'good boy' lai de...kakaka...Hope to see those who are Invited on that day and have fun sama-sama o...k la...want get lost edi...will update next time...再会儿..(",)

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Recently few of my friends keep on ask me update my blog especially in english...swt...actually not i dont wanna write it in english...for those who know me...you all sure know my english are worst one la right...so if i write in english,i afraid that those blog hunter will #.#...haha...okey..continue ba...nowadays i was 'quite' busy...1st for sure is my work la...then the 2nd was St.John Ambulance's activity...Nah!! see? i was joined back already...although i feel happy...but also quite worry about this...you know why? sure dont know one la you...no need waste your time to guess la...keep on follow my words then you will know...
1st things that i worry was...as i mention just know,i had join back the St.John Ambulance...but the different compare with last time is...this time i join back as an Adult..means all the knowledge that i need to have are more 'deep' and more challenging...especially the First Aid knowledge!! Last Saturday went to school meeting..we refresh back about those First Aid skill that we learned before...and then officer told us about the exam for Adult..‭there is one part that we need to face the examiner one by one and explain which 1st aid skill we should apply and how plus why we should use that skill in english as the examiner will give us a cases(i think use imagination gua)...oh god..it gonna kill me lolx since my speaking skill so 'pro'... swt..
2nd is...continue next time...wanna oi oi already...chiaoz~(-.-)~Z~z~z